well today was the last day of skool to go on winter break  n wut am i doing........................stayin at home! how fuckin gay is that well im having a kick back right but to me its hella boring cuz its my own house woo wud wanna stay home on a friday nite the day i cud be at sum party right now or be having fun but no...........................................................................................................  well i guess imma have to deal wid it! but it fuckin sux cuz i needa get out! i cant stay one friday nite at home! so sum 1 please help me!!!!................b4 i die in this hell hole

i jacked this from lauren who jacked it from gia so pass it on guys....!!!

STATS...
 name: vanessa katrina estoque
 piercings: yes my ears but hopefully i cud get my belly botton peirced once i get skinny!! n i want my tongue peirced but my mom wont let me.... :(
 tattoos: nope
 height: 5'2"
 hair color: black
 length: shoulder
 age: 15
 birthday: july 9, 1988
 statz: single
 school: chino hillz high skool
 siblings: yes i have one older sister woo goes by the name of erika estqoue
 eye color: brown but they look light brown in the light
 teeth ornaments: nope my teeth r all natural

LAST...
 movie you rented:  santa clause 2.....im already in the christmas spirit!!
 movie you bought: umm the 10 commandments
 song you listened to:  endlessly- b44
 song that was stuck in your head: aint no fun- kurupt feat snoop dogg
 cd you bought:  mariah carey remixes
 cd you listened to:  burned slow jam cd that david gave me from tapioca express
 person you've called: gene
person you've hugged: my mom cuz she was leaving to work
 person you've kissed: my mom
 person you've hit: my cuhzin david cuz he was biting my arm in  french class so i hit him on the head...sorry cuhzin i still love ya!
 person you've fought with:  gene
 person you complimented:  my sister
 tv show you've watched:  saved by the bell
 class you went to: french class ::my favorite class::


DO...
 you wish you could live somewhere else: yes
 you believe in online dating: nope
 others find you attractive:  i guess so...wutever floats their boat
 you want more piercings: yes of course
 you drink: not inna long ass time its been like a month n a half but i do occassionally
 you do drugs: nope tried it once tho i hated it!i regret it big time!
 you smoke:  not n e more
 you write in cursive or print: print cuz mine looks better than my cursive
 you carry a donor card: wuts that?
 you believe in long distance relationships: no...well maybe
 you believe in using someone: no... unless they used u first ::paybacks a bitch::
 you believe in killing people:  no
 you believe teenage smoking:  if thats ur thing...
 you believe in driving drunk: no
 you believe in gay/lesbian relationship:  yea people cud do wutever they wanna do n if they choose to do that then its cool wutever makes sum1 happy
 you watch soap operas:yes im an addict to general hospital thanx to my sister

FAVORITE...
 food:  sushi
 song at the moment : too many to name
 thing to do: go out wid my frenz or lay down on my bed n think n listen to slow jams
 thing to talk about:  sumthing that u n the other person can relate to
 sports: ping pong!!
 drink:  sprite or orange juice!!!
 movie:  mrs.doubtfire home alone 2 the sandlot a time to kill john q save the last dance bad boys 2 now and then n soo much more
 X-men: storm or jean grey n her little boyfrend guy!
 saying:  r u kiddin me? r u like serious? wut the F!?
 disney movie: alladin n lion king
 scent:  ralph lauren and love spell or clinique happy
 word:  discombobulate
 guy name: jared-sounds like a hott guys name
 girl name: nadalyn or tiana or alena
 eye color: hazel
 flower: tulips
 class:  7th period french class cuz its fun/ funny n english class cuz its easy n i have the highest grade in the class n its hella fun cuz of the "triangle"

HAVE YOU...
 ever cried over a guy: yes i have... ;(
 ever lied to someone: yes
 ever been in a fist fight: nope but i wud want to experience
 ever been arrested: nope
 ever eaten frog legs: nope

NUMBER...
 of times I have been in love: i dunno bout being in love cuz im still young but there were a few guys who i liked soooo much but broke my heart
 of times I have had my heart broken: maybe like 7 times or more... ;(
 of hearts I have broken: i have no idea probly none
 of guys I have kissed: 4 since august 18 2003 cuz that day was my first kiss ever
 of drugs taken illegally: uhh...
 of things in my past that I regret: haha that number doesnt even exist cuz its soo big

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
 pretty: nope
 funny: yes
 hot: no way!
 friendly: yes
 ugly: yes sumtimes
 loveable: yea
 pessimistic: huh? in english please??!
 optimistic: yea sure...
 caring:  yesss
 sweet: yess
 dorky: yes of course
 stubborn: yes
 random:  yea of course im all bout being random!!!

RANDOM...
 spell your first name back wards: assenav
 the story behind your user name: my dad named me after a playboy model person
 are you straight: yes
 where do you live: in chino hills
 sn: sweetlilkyootee or pimpdizish
 shampoo: right now im using pantene but i usually go in a rotation of different kinds
 soap: bath n body works
 can you eat with chopsticks: of course

DESCRIBE YOUR...
 wallet: its a plastic wallet from the sanrio store but its so cute n i love it
 hairbrush: its baby pink n it.....has bristles??! haha
 toothbrush: its green n white n it has these rubber things that r like suppose to gently brush near the gum area....but i didnt pick the color my sister got the pink one!
 jewelery worn daily: none
 pillow cover: well i have four n they all match my bed one is white wid purple flowers n the other one is very "quilt" looking wid this string stuff shapred into a flower n the other 2 r purple n white wid little boxes o yeah n i have a heart pillow n a flower pillow
 blanket:  the one that i normally use looks like the "quilted" pillow case but im also using another comforter n a knitted blanket n a throw blanket n a fitted blanket cuz its hella cold! thats 5 blankets!! n it keeps me warm sumtimes but i wish i had more
 coffee cup: umm...its a cylinder shape n its hallow in the middle so the drink cud go inside haha
 sunglasses:  i dont wear n e
 shoes: well i have baby blue n grey dunks n i also have this other grey n another shade of grey dunks n i also have converse n i have my homecoming shoes that look like doll shoes but they r like 4 inches n they hurt so bad n i also have these white shoes but i dont usually wear em n e more
 handbag: its just black n it looks like a but at the bottom cuz it curves in! haha
 favorite top: i dont have a favorite one cuz i like to treat my clothes equally hahaha jk jk i like my black n white shirt that i got from las vegas wen i went tid brittany
 CD in stereo right now:  mariah careys christmas cd
 what you are wearing now: ummm basketball shorts n a long sleeve shirt...ahh...im so comfy!
make up: umm...my eye shadow is bronze-ish n my eye liner is black n so is my mascara

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)...
 in my mouth: my teeth n my tongue n that little hangy ball thingy in the back n my gums n that hole where the food goes down
 in my head: thoughts of stuff... :)
 wishing:  that the person u like wud like u back...to hold that special sum 1 in my arms
 after this: after wut? after im done doing this?? imma eat!!! yayuhh!!
 talking to:  kathleen austin lauren susan n paul
 eating: im not eatin right now but imma make a hot pocket ::bacon egg n cheese:: n imma eat potatoe chips! n drink soda!!
 fetishes: guys wid spiked hair or a shaved head ::major plus::
 if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: haha i dont wanna say
 person you wish you could see right now: haha my guy gasm right daphne!
something you're looking forward to in this upcoming month: christmas n the sleepover!! 
 something that you are deathly afraid of: snails!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh if im near one of those ill die same thing wid worms those r my fears!!!
 do you like candles: yes!!
 do you like incense: sumtimes
 do you believe in love: yea
 do you believe in soul mates: yes
 do you believe in love at first sight: yes totally
 do you believe in forgiveness: yes i forgive n forget to easily
 do you believe in God: of course

MOSTS... (CONCERNING FRENZ)...
closest to:  a.s. of course but out of a.s....susan n brittany
meanest:  this one guy....*no names*
funniest:  jennie serrano...everytime wim wid her we cant stop laughin
loudest:  brittany!!
quietest: haha thats a hard one...everyone usually talks
prettiest: all u fine sexxy ladies u know woo u r!
ugliest:  meeh!
fattest:  meeh!
dorkey:  ill take that spot!
random:  ill take that spot again
hottest (guy): :+:ahem *my guy gasm*ahem:+: but there are a lot of hott guys!!!
sexiest (guy): hmm...i have sum ppl in mind! ;)
sweetest: april
caring:
listener:  daphne(my master sensay aka o wise one!)
outgoing: meeh i guess

RANDOM FREN QUESTIONS...
who is always there for you: daphne! no matter how much i worry n stuff shes always there!
who can be ur eating partner: tiffany lam! thats for shurre im jk tiff!
who do u have alot of inside jokes wid: brittany n susan
who (is/are) the party people: v.d.v. all the way
who goes to ur house alot: well it use to be brittany n mike bui but brittany moved down the street so they r not here n e more..... awww come back n give me a visit cuz i miss u guys
who eats alot: me tiffany n mike bui ::he cud eat my whole pantry::
who wud always have ur back no matter wut: all my true frenz!


 

                                            *~*lyrics for the moment*~*

"now that ur right in front of me theres sumtin i wud like to say to u i made up my mind if u feel the same i swear that ill be there everyday...everyday from now until i die i will spend my life wid u i cud only pray that well stay the same everyday...open ur eyes n look at me tell me that u can see it too cuz ill be complete if u take this love i swear that ill love u everyday"b44-everyday

i think i shud update this thing right now since im not doing n e thing haha!!.... enjoy readin my lonnng ass novel!!....         

november 21,2003
 well today is friday n i just went to skool n did the usual stuff...n then i went home n did my biolog homework so i wont have to do it later on in the weekend cuz i hate doin weekend hw...then i got ready to go out n made many fone calls! then like this whole mix up thing happened n francis n gene came to pick me up but i thot i wasnt goin out wid them n e more so then small paul came to pick me up wid his fren chris ::no free show for u paul haha:: n then he finally came n we went to in n out to see gary suen n ana ryu! ::i love them they r like the sweetest ppl in the world:: n we said hi n dropped by for like 5 mins n then we went to wendys cuz thats where dianne n them where n we got there n we chilled n then i just chilled in virgils car wid dianne n virgil n tiffany yu n then paul left so i just went wid virgil n them n then we went to starbucks n we saw more ppl cuz more ppl were there n then a few ppl left n it was fun cuz we were like laughin the whole time n then susan n brit n mike bui n francis came...::aww...v.s.b is complete...once again:: haha then we chilled more n then virgil took us home ::wut a sweet guy:: n yeah then i went home n talked on the fone n went to sleep n that was my friday...

november 22, 2003
well saturday....umm i woke up n talked on the fone n chilled in my room n then me n my sister had sum bonding time in my room n we were just chillin n stuff n she took over my bed cuz its really warm n comfortable! haha its all g tho n then i got ready n then frandy crystal n gene came to pick me up n we went to puente hills mall! n then we walked around forever n then we waited n waited n waited for brit n david to come but they didnt come yet n then we watched gothika ::thanx gene for buyin my ticket...very sweet:: n then we watched it ohh yeah francis came b4 we watched the movie so he got to watch it wid us n then we got out n then finally brit n david came after the movie n then we went to jack in the box but i cudnt get food n i was soooo hungry n was like gettin mad cuz i havent ate since like the early morning n the gene hit my head on the car! n then i got even madder...but its cool tho nthen we went to this west co party n it took us forever to find it cuz "PEOPLE" dont know how to read!! haha ::its not merked!its merced!! n its not mitchel its michelle:: ahhahaha n then we got there n it was an aiight party i didnt wanna dance cuz i was too cold n tired n then david took me home n then i went to sleep n then woke up to a fone call n talked on the fone n then went back to sleep...

november 23, 2003
i just stayed home n chilled n stuff like that it was a pretty boring day

november 24,2003
well today is monday which is today...i just woke up made an early bird fone call n took a shower n got ready for skool n brit came over cuz she went home wid me n then shemade cup of noodles at my house for breakfast n it was sooo funny cuz she was spillin it everywhere n then wen we were in the car we were listening to the radio station itwas sooo funny we cudnt stop laughin bout it the the whole day n then the only fun party of the day was french class...n aww... my dear cuhzin is sick...i think imma give him soup! haha but yeah then skool was over n then i chilled wid everyone after skool n then my uncle picked me up n we went to his apartment so he cus get sum stuff n while i waited for him me n my sister ate pizza n talked n stuff yanoe..bond together....haha n then we went to coldstones cuz i wanted sum ice cream n then we went to get sushi!! ::Yummy:: n then we went home n i did my homework n helped my mom unload the grocerys!! ::Yesssss!!! fooooood!!::n then right now im just chillin online talkin to this guy woo i met on fap n to mike bui so im out guys!! byee

hmm...I haVent been wRiTing in thiS thing laTely SoOoO....i thiNk iLL givE u guyS an updaTe...

november 14, 2003-friday

weLL toDay i was sorta groUndeD cuz of wut haPPened but likE wEn my mOm piCked Me up we weNt tO fAshiOn jOy cuz i haD tO get sum stuFF for h/C n i had to get diannEs cuRling Iron n theN i Cudnt finD n E thinG niCe tHat i wAnTed so we deCided to JusT gO to ThE maLL but b4 wE weNt to thE maLL mE n my mom aTe at rEd roBin n My sisTer n hEr bF came tOO n mEt up wId us n then likE afteR we aTe hE lefT n Then me mY mOm n mY sisTer went tO the maLL n liKe i Ended uP gOingf shOpPing too n i Got 4 shIrts paNts a SkirT h/C shOes n A brA haha! i wEnt shOpPing liKe crazY!haha! n theN aFtER we wenT shoPPing we wenT to RenT videos n WenT tO tapioCa exPreSS cuz i wanTed sum bOba and crispY chicKen to fEED my PhaT aSS! hehe!n theN we WEnt homE n i jusT talkEd Ob the Fone n stupH lYke thaT.....so aftEr thaT i goT ofF mY grounDinG cuz Im spoiled!haha  Jk...n Dat waS My FriDay

november 15,2003-Satuday!
                                                    :+:homecoming:+:

well tOday was reaLLy fun! it was HOMECOMING...fiRst i WokE up n thEn i chILLed n tOOK a shoWer n then WaiteD foR maI mOm o cOme so we cUd picK uP suSan buT tOO baD ma mOm laGGed liKe cRazy!!n then she FinaLLy camE n then WepiCked uP suSan n Went to AlberTsons tO get a nEw camEra for h/C n tHen weWent to Mc DonaLds n then went To diAnnEs houSe to finish geTTin reaDy toGethER n thEn virGil came n tOOk DarlYn wiD hiM to gEt brandonS bOOtneer Thingy fRom diAnne n then liKe lasT minUte Darlyn decided To gO n sneaK intO thE dancE wiD genE n FRancIs so shE goT reAdy toO n then LikE DianNe leFt CuZ bRandon n Mike n BRit AlreAdy cAme To piCk hEr uP n theN she lEfT sOoO me daRlyn n sUsan have to lOck up hEr caSa!n thEn we waIt foR fRanciS n Kevin to comE so thEy cuD takE uS tOO FriTzi's caSa n thEn those "haNdsome men" Came! haha n wE weNt to Fritzis house n We WerE an HOur laTe ::whOOps!:: n Then EverYoNe waS lIke alrEady thERE bUt we hAd to Wait foR suM ppL n ThEn We tOOk piX n stupH n then wE wenT to puEnte hiLLs maLL to take our grouP girl pIx but i thoT wE wEre goNNa take a whoLe gRoup pIx bUt wE didnT n too bAD We haD to waIt forEveR to Take Our pIx ::LykE 2 HouRs::n then We chiLL 'N thE mEan tiMe n finalLy we geT to taKe em' n then wE gO eaT up aT the fOOD court n wE Eat n My oHH sOO niCe Date buYs mE mY food! ::thaNx stePHan!::N tHen We See rydEll n riza n ppL n RydeLL lOOked heLLa KyOOtE n Then Wen wE gEt donE eAtingWe have to go Back tO arthUes cAR cuz He waS oUr riDe thERe but Wen we geT to ThE parkiNg loT they leave uS w/O teLLIng us!so yeah We Run Back iN so We wont be StranDed n Then We sEE them dowNstaIrs wheN me n StepHan r uPstairs n thank gooD ness We see Darlyn Cuz shE was gettinG a ride From franciS so We saW thEm so we just roDe wid FranciS n geNe n Darlyn n We go to The daNce n then Like weN we got There evEryboDy elSe staRteD comIng so it WaS pRettY cool!sOooOo...We aLL waLk in bUt i stiIl trY to gET gEne n dArlyn n FranciS in bUt apriL wasnT aT thE dOOr n E moRE sO wE hAd tO Think Ov a New Plan n Then like i kEEp caLLin thEm TryinG to fiNd a Way to GEt theM iN n thEn yeah...I kEEp caLLIn them n StuPh n TheN thEy saiD foR mE to CaLL thEm Back sO whIlE i waIt to Call Them i DanceD iN thE gym! n Then likE adrIan,Skeika,AleX,n Marion gEt in!!! n then Like gene n franCiS n DarlYn gEt in ::yayuhh!!:: sOoOo we aLL dancE n Have Fun toGethEr n STuhP n Then wE diD moRe danCin n i Was Like SoOoO hoTT iN thE gym so i weNt outsiDe foR a While n then DancEd moRe n then AfteR thE daNce We ChiLL at FritZiS hoUse! n gEEz mY legS/FeEt were huRting sOoOo bAd i cUdnT eveN wAlk n E moRE n  TheN We saNg karaokE n PlaYed CArds n juSt chiLL iT wAs reaLLY fun! i LiKe chiLLinWid evEryonE liKe thAt....ThEn lIke at 1 am My mOm picKed meUp froM fritzis hOuse!n Then i Went homE tOOk a sHoWer n Talked oN the fOne.....n That Was My satuRday niGHt oF hoMecominG n it Was sOoOoO fun!!.....

november 16,2003-sunday

weLL i WakE Up n cHiLL n Eat n TalK on The FonE n Get rEady For My Dads HoUse n tHen mY sisTer n hEr bf comE hERe to pick mE up so We cud Go! TheN We lEave n we stoPPed by IrviNe speCtrum cUz mE n mY sis wEre Craving foR funneL caKe ::yuMMy!!!:: so wE Eat There n thEn wE lEave on Our wAy to my dads housE n then We geT thEre n We r one Hour n a Half laTe ::whOOps!!:: so then we ChiLL thERe n theN thEy sinG karaokE ::typicaL fiLiPinO faMilY!!:: hEhE n TheN We lEavE To Go Eat aT thE suShi RestAuraNt n iT waS sOOoOoo gOOd buT i WaS soOoo fuLL! n THen We lEave n gO bAcK to mY dads hoUsE n Watch Tv n MrS. douBtfiRe Was oN!!! ::one oF my favoritE MovIeS!:: n theN We sTay unTil theY makE him OvER into The girl cuZ thatS mY favoRite paRt! hehe! n tHen We lEave n go gEt mY sisterS bf'S mOm a BdaY pResEnt cUz hE forGot it WaS hiS mOms bdaY sO wE go BacK to My dadS houSe to wRapp thE prEsent  n i stiLL watch mrS. douBtfiRe! n theN we leAve to go To hIs 'renTS house!n then We gEt theRE n we chiLL n watCh the aMa'S n Eat iCE Cream! n a whOle Bunch Of oThEr FoOds!n i AlmoSt dieD Wen i WaS eAtinG cuZ i choKed on a CarroT that i Was CRaving foR! haha! n then wE lEavE n gO Back hOmE n thEn i tOOk a shoWer n thEn talKed On thE fonE n weNt to sleeP!......

november 17,2003-monday ::today::

WeLL i WakE uP n Make an EarLy foNe CaLL to Sum1 but that gUy doesNt wakE up!! n theN i goT reAdy n Brit caMe oVEr n Went tO skOOl wiD mE n then we go to skooL n then the usual StuPh haPPens n thE onlY biG fun pArt Was at Lunch wen We Had a PoTlucK in BarCadA ClUb n We aTe liKe cRazy! iT Was sUm guD fOOd! n then alSo FrenCh ClaSS WAs fun! cuz It alWays is! n yeaH n thEn skOOL is donE n i Go homE n Eat n thEn gEne n FranCis stoPP by cuZ gEne hAd to Give mE sumtIn ::awww...very swEEt ThAnX!:: n ThEn i Do mY CheaT shEEt foR mY biO qUiz TomoRRoEn tHen i DeciDe to Clean mY rooM cuz It waS dusTy n i Was bored n thEn i aM gonnA dO mY lauNdrY! n yEah tHats all iM gonna do toDay!soOO i thinK imMa takE  a sHowEr now sO i cud lay doWn on mY beD n RelaX cuz Im tiRed n itS colD!!so byee ppl!! mucH loVe!*muahs*